How it's like to Lose Your First Ferret

In a word, it's so painful.

Jumping ferret looking at you with round beady eyes, like saying "I love you" or "Cheer up" is now gone.

I didn't know such a big teardrop(actually it was SO big) existed in myself. Mine was gone at 1 year by ileus.

When I come to myself, always attracted to sable like Jugem, the passed one. Now with two sable, to hug two at once feel so nice.

Still, I cannot forget the funeral day.